Sharing Thoughts and Emotions

I don't Post alot but when I do I try to make a Point I think. But anyways just to share some thought and how I have been feeling latley. Lately I have been Struggling with Daniel death and also dealing with deciding if it is important for me to stay here in Ohio or go in the spring down to Texas. I am scared to go because I am afraid I will Not find a Church Family like the one I am apart of now. I like fighting what we are fighting for right now. The way P.R. put things Sat. night it kind of Scared me to fight this fight But I know as a follower of God it is What I need to Do. Also I feel that If I move that I wont Find a Church Family who is willing to fight This spirtual battle and make a difference. To correct myself now cause i dont feel like going all the way back and deleting. To be honest I am not sure it is a fight we are fighting or what it is. But anyways I also fear that all the Faith I have in God Now Will Go away I will Lose my Relationship With God. I am so torn to go or not. So many people say that they dont want me to go because they need me here or it wouldnt be the same. There so many things and I dont know what to do. But there are postives to the move to and things that I should be ready to do full force with knowing God will be on my side. But as it does stand right now I will probably go to Texas But I still dont know for sure and The time for me to go is coming so fast. That is all I have for now Please comment and give wisom/Guidance
God Blesss
Applejacks

Election Results

On wednesday Morning around 0405 when I woke up and I saw that Barac Obama Won the election and I was mad and the first words that came out of mouth were there goes the country as we know it and after I said that and I repented and asked the Lord to show me what to do now. And this past week I have been humming worship songs and on that wednesday morning God Showed me this. Even though Mccain did not win the election does not mean we should lose hope that abortion will be ended. Rigt now is the time to press in and Pray for our president Elect and for God to Open his eyes and that God will show him his strategic plan for our nation. Also for Obama to open his eyes and heart to the Lord. Though it is a shock to us as a Body this is not the time for the Church (in Genral) To sit back and do nothing. This is the time to press in and engage and continue fighting this spirtual battle. Now that I think about it I remember last saturday night Mr. Garman was talking while we were taking communion about what will happen after the election he was stating that will things go back to normal like nothing happened and the churh would go back to what normally happens on a sunday or saturday night (not exact words) But I think thats the jist of what he was saying. I dont know where to go from there feel free to add on in a comment or to correct
God Bless
Applejacks